Narcissists MO - idealize, devalue, discard... It doesn't do any good to ask why, you will never really know why. Just know that they are disordered and that they will repeat this pattern with every person they enter into a relationship with, despite what they want you to believe. They will never change.
I swear, I just caught myself justifying my actions to Chad when I realized- I don't have to do that. If he TRULY knows me- I don't need to justify bc he knows where I come from. If he doesn't- trying to explain it won't make a bit of difference
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being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong...part of being the bigger person. Sometimes it sucks following what our parents taught us to be right and just! Yes! And Why can't I pop out 5.3 kids and live off the system, collect an income, buy my cigarettes, Lotto tickets, and beer and let the kids raise themselves?!!! Because my parents gave me a conscience...DAMN THEM!!!
True. Some people can be just straight crappy, rude and pain ol'mean and ugly hearted! I'm still learning that THOSE kind of people hate themselves just as much as they're trying to hate you.. See into them..give them gifts.. Pray for them.. It's biblical.. And atleast then your conscience can be clear and not live in the same misery they do...
There are no happy endings life is difficult and filled with loneliness and misery - find that one thing (pugs) that keeps you getting up every morning and just let go of everything that makes your soul feel blue... Stop answering his phone calls and texts - he is playing with you! I will never again expect any men other than my Father or my son to really Love me!
just the picture gives me an idea for something to do when i'm bored... I will sit down with a mason jar and a lot of paper slips and write down my dreams! random, i know! but very fun! you could put little lights in the jar for a night light or something, that would be kind-of cute!
When some remembers something I randomly mentioned or notices something small about me that I might not even know about that's just...yeah it's really nice. Really really nice
Its how I feel I feel like I'm alone in the world where nobody cares where I walk down the halls at school and people look but don't say anything don't want anything to do with me I just want somebody somebody to stay by myside telling me its going to be alright keeping me in their arms telling me things will get better but there's no one
.wow. Just wow. Wasn't I just writing about this? A "friend" (yes, thats sarcasm!) once told me I expect to much out of people and that I was wrong for doing that. I'm sorry...that implies its ok to settle for less than the BEST out of people. I don't agree. At all. If that makes me idealistic...screw you. I'm done.
Exactly. Just be yourself! If you don't like who you are or you're ashamed of how you treat people, work on it! Do small, simple, nice gestures for people. Don't make a show of it so you can look good. Kindness isn't for the benefit of you, it's for them. And then maybe you can get something back from it- like respect.
So true! Why do people not understand this!? People change everyday because they realize things and become more mature! Not because they are becoming something of a monster! Just deal with it and eventually you will see the same things and realize how wrong you were!
...when you are telling the truth and not worried about what others think or the lies they try to tell all I do is just smile and be me!! I am an amazing person..I have grown girls that take a lot of time out of their day to watch and worry about what I am doing. The sad part is they don't know a damn thing about me but my name...so Ill keep being me because apparently Im doing something right