I spent a lot of time searching for affection in shallow spaces I gave people bits of me they didn't deserve and I let myself be hurt, because I thought that's what I deserved. But once I let go of trying to shove puzzle pieces in places that did not fit, once I let go of all the hate I secretly had stored in the gashes that decorate my heart. I met you.
“Girls do not dress for boys. They dress for themselves, of course, each other. If girls dressed for boys, they'd just walk around naked at all times.” — Betsey Johnson
This is actually what it feels like when I am outdoors on a beautiful or not so beautiful day and squish my feet beneath the tingling grass. Myself and nature rejoice to be in each others company!!
being happy is what YOU MAKE happen, with your decisions, morals, actions t'wards others, a relationship, is just the cherry on top. if you're not happy while single, you won't be happier in a relationship....your problems will only resurface, only this time, you have to deal with twice the emotional baggage.