As an addition, I don't remember what it feels like to be healthy anymore, as well as no pain. It's absurd how quickly you forget something so great, to the point that you're never sure if what you're living with is what's normal or simply something you've gotten too used to. Bah.
HUMBLY GO BEFORE THE LORD IN PRAYER AND HE WILL DO THINGS YOUR MIND COULD EVER IMAGINE.
Exactly...remove yourself from their toxic lives even if they are related to you. You are worth it, no one is perfect & the ones who matter the most do not even think about your college degree, your home, your car, what you say and not filter, they love you...keep those people and get away from the negative ones. Unless it's witty, sarcastic negative or funny crazy, I love that kind of person.