And for that ...I'm so so sorry. I'm trying hard to figure out all the details in my head. The fog is clearing and the smoke is receding .... 2014 will be an amazing year...one I will take control of and reach for the stars. And...that's a promise from me to you. No deception, no false promises...you wait and see. :)
everyone interprets the act of love differently
"The sexiest thing in the entire world is being really smart, and being thoughtful, and being generous. Everything else is crap. I promise you, it's just crap that people try to sell to you to make you feel like less. So don't buy it! Be smart, be thoughtful, and be generous." -Ashton Kutcher | #naturalbeauty
Finally someone nailed it!
Sometimes "real" is our desire for a particular and preferred frame of reference to materialize. Our expectations may cause us to spend years believing the frame will be realized only because we once had it and want it again. Real is when we cease to wait for something to frame up. Waiting =/= Living. ~Zest of Life
If the cost of being with or around someone else means devaluing yourself then let them go because the cost is too high. "Jesus says, 'Let go of your complaints, forgive those who loved you poorly, step over your feelings of being rejected, and have the courage to trust that you won't fall into an abyss of nothingness but into the safe embrace of a God whose love will heal all your wounds." - Henri J.M. Nouwen