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Let your silence speak, No Contact!!
Narc just left me... I went out of state to visit my family for what was supposed to be 2 weeks and after a week he had shipped all my clothes and shoes to my parents house and quit my job for me. I have no place to live and no money to my name (he controlled all that) I'm trying to have no contact... Waiting to see if he will follow through with the divorce he said he was going to get us. No contact is definitely the hardest.. I still want to tell him goodnight and know how he is doing... And see if his heart is softening...
Wow Brittany! It seems all narcs leave cruelly, without much warning but your case seems especially harsh. Your still raw, your continued feelings for him are normal. I went through similar feelings of still loving and missing my exNarc too in the beginning. It's because you actually have real feelings of love for him. It's normal and understandable to feel that way. Don't be fooled again though, if he truly suffers from NPD, his feelings for you are not the same and you will come to realize that who his is and what he pretended to feel for you were a lie. My advice to you is to do all the research you can on Narcissistic Personality Disorder. Read everything you can find. It will help you make sense of all the senseless crap you're dealing with and help a great deal with recovery. I have pinned here many articles on NPD and the abuse at the hands of these disordered people. Seek out emotional support through friends and family not in contact or associated with him. Another big help is to join an online support group (Facebook has many) to help you connect to others who have suffered the same type of abuse, because it's very hard for people who haven't been through it to understand. I wish you the best Brittany, for your journey into recovery. ((Hugs))
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