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And Thats Who I Am.. Depression. Hurt. Anorexia. Bullied. Broken. Death. Cutter. Self-Harm. Depressed. Suicidal. Sad. Bulimia. Paranoia. Anxiety. Panic. Eating Disorder. Voices. Lost. Self Hate. Misunderstood. Alone. Drugs. Hard. Judged. Alcohol. Cigarette. Panic. Recovery. Alive. Help. Strong. Cry. Life. Addiction. Pills. Bad. Hope.
I can't know exactly because I am not you, but I can tell you that I have been in the deepest of darks where you hurt so bad all you think about is ending it. It can get better, and I believe that all hurting people regardless of the nature of their wound can heal to some degree. I truly believe this.