You need to be complete on your own.
Take all the time you need to grieve
"I feel that there is nothing more truly artistic than to love people." - van gogh
i began to realize how important it was to be an enthusiast in life...if you are interested in something, no matter what it is, go at it at full speed ahead. Embrace it with both arms, hug it, love it and above all become passionate about it. Lukewarm is no good. Hot is no good either. White hot and passionate is the only thing to be" - roald dahl
Intuition ~ Albert Einstein