Grief. This is SO true. My dad has been gone for almost 13 years and I am finally at a point I can understand this. I will never say I am grateful for his death, but it definitely gave me something that very few others have.
Stillborn and Still Breathing: The Colors of Grief
I can still feel you...sometimes if you let yourself be very still it really becomes overpowering...your senses and memories mix and you think...this is what their skin smelled like and this is how this person felt in my arms and the top of this person's head smells so dreamy...that is the way they sat in a car and that is how they held a glass...i wish i was as memorable:(