I actually started crying when I read this... I have almost no self esteem and no one's ever been interested in me or even initiated a conversation with me.. so it really shocks me to think that little old me could be the very person a godly guy is praying for..
Baby, I KNOW that you are my "After the Job-trials" blessing for me and I am the same for you. After more than twenty years of our separate Job-type trials, we are part of each other's triple the blessings. I want you to be able to look at me and think "I'm the luckiest man in the world" - I *AM* the woman you've dreamed of and prayed for. I love you so much, Honey! You and the children are my world! ILYMTMOL
Ladies, the man that you lust over is not God's plan for your life. A godly man will not lust over you, but he will pursue you. Let God work on you spiritually and emotionally. God will send him when you're ready, not lonely.