BABY----------- You deserve ALL of these things. I care too much for you and about you to ever burden your life in any way. This would MORE than complicate your life, and I could never live with myself if I inflicted this kind of pain on you. You deserve Sooooo much more.
Pam i think about you more than you could think possible, it drives me crazy!! I've never felt this way for any one i told you that from the start, i don't know what to do i didnt think their was going to be an end to us so i didnt plan to half to deal with not being good enough, not being what you need, watching you love somebody more than me, knowing if im a thought in your head its because your mad or hes not there for you but you would rather him be there.. So what now
Constantly we are tap dancing to try and prove our worth to people. Start from one place - I AM ENOUGH. Who you are is a great start. If you want to change for you - great. But not because you think you need to for someone who actually doesn't value you o