Nobody cares about the expensive things you try to brag about online. What really matters, and the only thing people will remember about you when you're dead, is how you treated people and what (if any) good you did for the world.
"It breaks your heart to know her mirror is how she estimates her worth and not the lives she's made much better by simply being on this earth" -Erin Hanson This is one of the most beautiful poetry I have come across.
Your empty spaces are always mean't to be filled. There's empty spaces in your brain for more knowledge to come, so what's the problem with having some space in your heart? It just means that you have enough room to grow and love everyone.