I think I was in this funk for 9 years. I think Ive finally found my weird self again. Much better to be a splash of color in this black and white world. If that makes me weird, so be it ;) Much love to all my idiosyncratic peeps! You light up my board/newsfeeds. <3 u all, even if we speak sparingly, only on passing.
It's OK if you don't know how much more you can handle. It's fine if you don't know what to do next. Eventually, you'll let go of how things should be and start to see possibilities based on reality. It's YOUR life, grasp the steering wheel and force yourself to pay attention to where you're going.