As I realize that I've been depressed for a long time, I've begun to feel this way. This resonates SO MUCH.
depression comix #68
Had that for so long. Now just fear showing my chest to anyone since my scars more likely scary them away.
Not so much guilt, as not wanting to ever hurt them. I only have had these thoughts a few times. They all ended like this.
Bordering on anexoria. Binging yes. Self harm yes. Depression yes. Self hating yes. Anxiety yes. All this shit I have to deal with and I can't do it anymore. I should kill myself already and get the fucking guts to do so to END MY PAIN!!
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