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Then all the possible conversations they could be having rush in your head but you still stay focused on this one

And it makes me think that I'm never going to be good enough to be acquainted with normal people, and then I want to kill myself even

And then passing one hour re-playing conversation in mind, expanding the amount of shame you're feeling at each minute

Well, That Conversation Escalated Quickly… every time. good god this is me when I first meet someone! I get the worst anxiety sometimes!