you're so hard on yourself. take a moment. sit back. marvel at your life: at the grief that softened you, at the heartache that wisened you, at the suffering that strengthened you. despite everything, you still grow. be proud of this.
Some things I can't bring myself to let go, but 3 years and I've been fighting for them all along.with sometimes only an imaginary fight. Now I realize I was never meant to have those dreams. Ive walked out of the darkness a person who doesn't dream.