Omg!! This is so me! I can be an ass hole but I can't say or do anything even slightly bad without my Conscience eating me alive!!! I'm also a little to concerned with others at times that I don't have time for myself!
True love is not something that can be turned on and off. It is loving just as much when it is ugly and seems impossible as you do when it comes easy and gently. Its a beautiful thing that can be the most joyful or the most painful thing we ever endure.