I've lost people I loved to addictions. One thing I know is that I never hated them, I hated their behaviour, i hated their pain and wounds that drove that behaviour. but I never hated them. I loved them deeply.
My Love is unconditional , my trust , and my respect are not Don't mess it up . once my trust and respect is taken for granted everything goes down hill from there. I'll doubt everything you said and everything you will say from this point on.