It's always someone else's fault. The only apology you'll ever hear is." The 'I'm sorry but' is not an apology but a blame - shifter. When someone knows damn well they owe you an apology they become obsessed with discrediting you.
Keep the faith and educate. You are targeted for social use and abuse pervasively by narcissistic thinkers because of everything that is RIGHT with you. Don't let deplorably selfish and self-indulgent, cruel, or sadistic people break your spirit.
Never ever will they change. Don't let them trick you. They put on a good act, it's about as fake as their apologies.
Magic Crust Custard pie c margarine 4 eggs c white sugar 1 pinch salt 2 c milk, 2 tsp vanilla extract c all purpose flour Blend all ingredients. Poor into pie pan. Sprinkle with nutmeg. Bake 350 for Flour settles and makes a crust.