I am going through it right now... And I was the one who caused this as well... Things will get better though... because i have accepted that my heart is already with you so i have no desires for anyone else.
"I just don't understand Christmas, I guess. I like getting presents and sending Christmas cards and decorating trees and all that, but I'm still not happy. I always end up feeling depressed." - Charlie Brown I luv it and so TrUe!