Exactly. I know you stalk and read my stuff STILL...so let this sink in, I have children and I choose to spend my time with them, not be so focused on money and men. Its ok to be jealous, but that disease will eat you up if you don't watch it.
And ALWAYS be kind even to those you don't like per se. Never put your faith on the back burner, carry it where ever you go. God will carry you through anything in life. Care about your character and not your reputation. Your character is WHO you are. Your reputation is just WHAT everyone else thinks you are, and finally never forget where you come from.