It's not the future that you are afraid of. It's repeating the past that makes you anxious.
Are you really happy or just really comfortable?
I wonder how many people I've looked at all my life and never seen. John Steinbeck Quote ( I look at people and marvel at this!
on the mark
find the time to read smell the flowers paint your dreams have coffee with a friend learn a new craft write a letter bake a surprise cake go somewhere special REALLY be with the person you love even to do nothing for a while.
~it's your life, whatever you choose is a choice affecting you, not anyone else.