I am angry at what I consider to be a false government that has been lying to us for years. Sickened by the atrocities and ungodly operations and wars we have been fooled into believing were necessary. "Inhumanity at its best". I am sickened.
I always smile. It hurts so much. When I pass by people, I ALWAYS smile. Always. I die a little inside every time I do. They don't know my smiles are fake. They don't know that there is a war inside of me, and I'm losing.
Here’s to the people who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone; who spend hours reading random quotes to find the right one; who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot; who deserve so much more than they get and are willing to fight for it and those who wished upon a star, wasted on someone that will never care; and to the beautiful people that feel lonely in their heart.
I never realize it either until it just hits me.. And I always ask myself "Wtf am I crying about?" And I don't really know why but then I just look back on things that hurt me emotionally so much, and start to cry even more.. And just let it out