Sometimes, i feel alone. And sometimes even my friends make me feel alone. I am happy most of the time, but some days just no. I hate being made fun of, and feeling worthless. since 7th grade i never felt this depressed. My best guy friend is the only one who can help me, hes been through everything and always cares about me. he has such a big heart. and i love him.
i know im skinney.... but i dont feel like it... i eat way to much and i feel fat and i just want to stop. its not that i want to lose weight.. its that i just want to stop eatting... and stop feeling the way i feel.
I no longer know how to be anybody else. I just know how to be cold.. to keep myself safe I need to stay cold. I am The Ice Queen.... someday I'll get it all back, I will be me again. Safe and sound behind my wall of ice.