It is a blessing to feel things so deeply because when you are in the Moment, there is nothing like it. You feel great! It is also a curse because when a breakup happens, it takes you so much longer and it is harder for you to recover.
"Lord, if it's not your will, let it slip through my grasp and give me the peace not to worry about it anymore." - however, if something is going to slip through your grasp it may require actively opening your hands
I am thankful for my struggle because without it I wouldn't have stumbled across my strength. I am thankful, struggling, and it's so hard, but thankful, and will continue to struggle till I get to where I'm going.