I won't give up, I will fight for 'us' til my last dying breath. You and I are meant to be together, no matter how introverted you become. U need space u got it, I will be here for u when u want to talk or whatever it is you need. I still love you and that's a fact.
We all have bad thoughts sometimes. They can even be horrible or overwhelming. The best defense is God’s Word and seeking his presence in prayer. If you trust in the truth of Christ’s resurrection, he is certain to free you. Let his Spirit make you strong to resist the lies and attacks of the enemy. Christ’s victory is absolute and eternal.