this is the most destructive sin in my life right now- and it's the root of almost all my problems, honestly. Without honesty, all you have is the picture of who you think you are, and the one you want others to see, a cloudy mirror of false self.
Jesus died for you, knowing you might never love Him back. Admit to God you are a sinner. Believe that Jesus is God's Son. Confess your faith in Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord. Read/study your Bible. Live every day for Jesus Christ. God sent His Son