Woww that is so messed up.... I would never do that... I would do anything to make sure that she (the love of my life) is safe before anyone else. I don't care what happens to me she is way more important than anyone else in the world.
My current relationship is pretty complicated.... we both juat realize we both a felt the same for about a year but theyre in a relationship right now but theyre mot happy.... we just have a rain check on being together.... its complicated.