You must have faith that God will give you enough strength to go through whatever you encounter. Just keep walking the straight line on the narrow road and you'll be fine - whether in this life or the next - you'll be fine. God is good, all the time.
I dread the "I'm going to bed, goodnight" text, but he makes me look forward to the next day. Knowing....KNOWING I have his heart & that I'm on his mind & EVERY song makes him think of me, makes my heart happy & all of this worth it. :))