Look at you. You're young. You're scared. Why are you scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring about what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget you have to work the next day. Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours.
At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up and shouldn’t try, it’s just that you have to draw the line of determination