Actually...I think I've lost myself along the way. I look back at old pictures I've scrapbooked and I see a hopeful person, excited in those moments of life and for where I was headed, and I realize that now, and for years now, I'm just encased in anxiety, frustrations, and day to day drudgery. I don't know how to get back what I once was.
I won't see you again... And the the truth is we said things that i regret but i really truely do miss talking to you. but i am stronger than i have ever been so il will just move on. but i hope the best for you.