As an addition, I don't remember what it feels like to be healthy anymore, as well as no pain. It's absurd how quickly you forget something so great, to the point that you're never sure if what you're living with is what's normal or simply something you've gotten too used to. Bah.
Material things don’t matter. Don’t chase the money. Catch up to the ideas and activities that make you come alive. Go for the things of greater value – the things money can’t buy. What matters is having strength of character, an honest heart, and a sense of self-worth. If you’re lucky enough to have any of these things, never sell them. Never sell yourself short. - via: http://www.marcandangel.com/2013/11/24/7-reasons-to-stop-proving-yourself-to-everyone-else/
I never asked or demanded anything from you, but as the least I should had earned respect for my feelings. Yeah, if you had honoured your friendship with me you may not be with who you are now... but you could say that you didn't destroy someone for something you wanted.