And honestly.. it blows my mind that I was always the bad guy. She was always tired of ME yelling.. ME swearing.. me me me me...... & yet all of me... was just a reaction to all of her! And now... neither of us have to worry about it........... she did it all for the last time.
and sometimes it hits me out of nowhere, all of a sudden, that overwhelming sadness rushes over me. and i get discouraged and i get upset and i feel hopeless, sad, and hurt. and once again, i feel numb to the world