This honestly makes me want to cry? I mean I used to not care about the way I looked or cared about what people thought of me. I was so happy, myself, and just so much nicer & clam minded. Unlike now where it really sucks to have the mindset I do tbh.
I know this is over used and over heard but this is actually the truth because if you think about it whenever you try and block out the pain and bottle it up it will exhert itself in any means possible.. in tears.. in anger.. in inpatience... in sorrow