I've tried to figure it out for well over a year now and no, it's not an innocent mistake or a misunderstanding. There is not "another side" or more to the story. You simply suck at being human, genuine, and at actually caring even half as much as you pretend to care -- the entire top echelon of your cult ...& some of the mindless followers as well.
a great reminder- ultimately, it's not about you, it's about them. Keep telling yourself God has something better for you in mind - keep the faith, keep believing trusting in Jesus - HE will see you through...don't let someone else's negativity get you down - you keep believing in what the Bible tells you walk in faith. Ask Him to see you through he will... @katerinamaslaro