Yep. This is the reason why I flip out on you. You have no idea how hard it is knowing you're not mine but I have you in my life..it's like I rather have never met you to make the pain in my heart go away...
You will lose yourself trying to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you.
I used to care so much. I used to fight for this. I tried my hardest to hold on and keep you but you didn't want this as much as I did. I didn't lose you. Let's be honest, you lost me.
I decided to put as much effort into contacting you as you do with me. That's what we don't talk anymore