I miss you. It's not that I don't love you. I just can't take the pain and abuse that comes with being with you. My heart breaks every day and I cry every night when I don't see you next to me and smell you. I do miss you.
The toe in the mouth, the fart jokes, the noises, how he makes me hiss but I refuse to admit he makes me hiss. At some point along the way I fell for him and rather than just say it and own those feelings I pushed him away.
I have completely fallen for you. Everything you do, everything you say, everything you are. You're my first thought in the morning, you're my last thought before I fall asleep. And you're almost every thought in between.