are u happy? is such a difficult question i always say yes, b/c i have friends i laugh at jokes, i go out a lot and have fun my life isn't as bad as it could be, and i don't have terrible problems. it could be worse. but then, one night @ 3 am when i'm alone still awake, lying in bed, thinking about life, i find myself crying my heart out suddenly i convince that nobody likes me, or nobody will ever like me. i feel horrible and i ? everything i had and i don't know if i was ever happy @ all
It has only gotten worse since the 60's and 70's. (My time) you only take so much shit then you reach a decision: "NO MORE!" There was a kid that was different, he was bullied, made fun of. His NO MORE? He walked up to the largest bully and flattened him with one punch. He never stopped fighting. He had a once peaceful soul, and they took it away. Today his eyes are hard cold and mean, he lives pretty much a lonely life. He won physical battle, but they still won.
It still amazes me how one person can change someone's mind about something so serious as suicide. And it makes me sad that someone would even consider suicide because it's not the answer to stopping the pain in your life. It will only cause more pain to the people you love. I wish there were more people like that girl who stopped her from committing suicide. The world would be such a better place.