I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel. I'm truly trying to forgive and let go. I'm tired of being afraid. I'm tired of crying. I know I'm enough. I just have to reiterate that dialogue internally and focus on the good.
They tried a second time to kill me, but I got help before it was too late now I am on the road to recovery.<<< yeah I fucking wish I'm far from recovery and this is probably the 20 time (or more) that I've tried to kill myself and I'm not even joking