Your exit spoke volumes. No explanation, no face to face conversation, after nearly a decade together you were an absolute coward. you don't have the guts to end things the right way. greed is the root of all evil.
Everyone is always wondering why I smile for no apparent reason, I smile mostly because I notice stuff that I think is amusing, and no one else notices. Sometimes I smile to cover the tears. But mostly I smile because I think someone else needs one.