The funny part is I feel like I need her rn or at least who she used to be. Because Ik if she was still like that and we were still like sisters I'd feel better about what I'm going through rn. I just feel like I can't trust anyone. I hate it so much.
Sometimes I take a step back because I need to think or because I'm afraid of what will happen or what people have said or done . If I talk to someone and they don't listen or make me feel like what I say doesn't matter then I step back . From anyone