That's why everyone addicted to crack... that kind of love isn't real...because it never lasts... it's a feeling. Feelings aren't reality. Love for your child is real love, if you are even capable of that. Which many people are not:
I'm a glutton when it comes to time with you. I honestly can say that the physical lust for you is there, but what I crave most? Is your hand in mine, the sound of your laugh, the twinkle of your eyes when you catch me staring at you, the sound of your voice when you say "I love you", but what I miss most of all would have to be, without a doubt, is holding you for hours on end. Whether we were awake or asleep. You so close to me. Was the greatest blessing anyone could offer me.
I honestly can compare to this.. I have many family members (unnamed) that are addicted to drugs and it destroys me when I see them one month and see them the next and they're so tiny. It destroys me </3