I honestly can compare to this.. I have many family members (unnamed) that are addicted to drugs and it destroys me when I see them one month and see them the next and they're so tiny. It destroys me </3
Been on that road to self discovery. I think I'm almost done crumbling. Trying not to rush, but I can't wait to let my star shine. "For a star to be born, there is one thing that must happen: a gaseous nebula must collapse. So collapse. Crumble. This not your destruction. This is your birth."