I love you and all your flaws every little quirk that makes you who you are. I'm not blaming you I'm sad cause your sad and i miss you...life is weird without you. I have no friends really.... I've found I'm content with being lonely though. All I ever wanted was you and me forever with 36 cats you'll probably never see this. I guess this is my last goodbye to us but I hope you know I'm always here but you'll probably think this is stupid and laugh at me. Anyways...I love you.
I'm never going to be my dad, I don't know how many times I can tell you that accept blame for the ruining of everything. But I've also been doing everything I know how to win you back. Please if there's even a tiny hope left, even the smallest amount of love - give me the chance. I will never make these mistakes again. I'm truly lost without you... I'm sorry, and I love you.
You had to have forgotten everything, including how much I had meant to you to think i would have been okay with what you did. We probably would still be friends and in each other lives if you didn't handle this in a way that made me feel like you replaced me and that I had little to no worth to your life.