Narcissists Lie - "Your not trusting the narcissist will be turned around to paint the picture of YOU being insecure. You will be accused of being “jealous” / insecure / damaged / broken. All things you’re not – but things the narcissist is. You will begin to believe that you are insecure for not trusting them. You in turn, stop trusting yourself and your own perceptions and rely on someone who is lying to you."
Apparently I'm just like everyone else. Tried my hardest but that wasn't enough. Never is coming from me. I'm not perfect nor will I ever be but I tried so hard to be what you needed and wanted and thought I was doing good but I never did any good. Seems that i was just one big problem :(