Monday Meditation: You are not helpless. You are not a victim. You are not powerless. If you choose to live in an adverse situation it is simply because living with the conflict is easier than committing to change. - See more at: http://www.100pedals.com/i-cant-take-this-anymore/#sthash.5hQzNrTl.dpuf
There are people who can come into your life and tear it all upside down, take your hand, and walk away from the rubble laughing with you. And I promise, NOTHING ELSE MATTERS after that. watch this movie free here: http://realfreestreaming.com
Im not giving up until i hear or get something from u saying u r done. But if one day, ONE DAY, I just decided that I can't do this anymore, just please know that I've tried and done my very best. I gave everything just to fight for us. The stress, tears, fights, and sleep less nights, Im honestly, emotionally and physically drained. I may not look like it, bc i dont want ppl to worry. And there's never a day when I cant even stop thinking about you. And i hope u r doing the same on ur end.
Bordering on anexoria. Binging yes. Self harm yes. Depression yes. Self hating yes. Anxiety yes. All this shit I have to deal with and I can't do it anymore. I should kill myself already and get the fucking guts to do so to END MY PAIN!!