I've gotten to a point where I don't know what I am anymore. I constantly feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down. I feel like I'm going crazy and if my mind is an ocean, my thoughts are a tsunami. I can't sleep. I can't concentrate. I can't even think straight. I am a mess. I'm coming apart at the seams and it scares me.
I knew several weeks ago it wouldnt happen, call it intuition.....and I prepared myself for it, as I do. But it never stops the hurt....thats onething you cant prepare for, you know its coming but just not how hard.