Describes me perfectly! "She knows he is not hers to have. Yet she is still in love with him and the thing that makes her cry at night. And the fact that, she couldn't help falling for him, and if she could she would forget about him, but she knows that isn't possible."
at this point im crying on the inside im dying to myself I am just lying no more hellos and no goodbye-ing I love you with all of my heart though we are too far apart even though I still haven't told her, I hate her for not knowing... but its not his fault that she has no clue...
Love is not chosen but choices may be made. Is something worth it if you never had to fight for it? If you dream it and you always have it on your mind, what's stopping it from being real? Live for the things you love.
"I suffer in silence. I don't cry in front of people. I can smile despite how shitty things are. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It's because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I'm just a screw up with a good heart."