So fucking relevant. I worship the people who don't want me, and the people who I should actually trust and actually give a chance--I can't. I don't. I won't. Why? And then I'll push everyone away, isolate myself, and complain about how lonely I am... XD
Please!! I cant deal with it anymore. Why cant anyone understand me and dont leave me. I m alone and then they ask you why are you so unhappy.....because you werent there when I need you. Sometimes I ask myself if I have friends? Real friends??...and my answer is always no..