And I'm beginning to pick myself up and dust myself off because I will no longer feel and be treated like my mistakes define me. I will no longer allow anyone to make me feel like I don't matter, like I'm such an awful person and like I'm the cause for their own mess. I deserve better and I AM BETTER THAN THAT.
Not fandom related but I figured someone here could relate..... I barely exist in people's lives other than my children & my family. I don't have any real friends or even anyone that I speak to on a regular basis. I haven't even made or received a phone call in the last 4yrs that wasn't my family, a doctor, church, or school related. Makes me wonder what I'm even doing here anymore.