YES. "..I'm..." always "....just tired...". It takes so much to pretend to be someone I'm not of the time. That is spent on my real friends who know and seem to accept who I really am. And I love those people so much. You HAVE to know who you are
I don't want to push you away, my baby. Every day I get that bit better but it will be a tough journey until my broken soul is fixed. I only hope that you can stick by me through this last hurdle so I can begin my life anew and I can heal.